G'morning

Slept fairly lousy last night. Stayed up too late to begin with...then tossed around for an hour trying to go to sleep. Then woke up at 2! Argh. But, after that, had a restful sleep. Not *too* tired yet this morning. ^_^

Hope everything goes well today. It's Monday..but still, one can hope. Or at least not be totally down. *G* Have to make a run to the post office today to send packages off to A and J. MAYBE if everything works out I'll be able to go to the PO down by the comic shop...heh. That'd be cool. Haven't been for over a month. Just thankful for the boxes there, don't miss anything. Won the 2nd Planetary TPB last night off of ebay...whooo! CAn't wait for that to get here.

I absolutely must get on top of things. Cut out certain stresses in my life and streamline a bit. Starting to get a bit nutsy. :) One of the first things I'd like to do is finally get a little hard edged and actually sell some of my models. I hate to do it, but I've gotten bit by the resin bug and need to do this for a bit of funding and a bit of space. heh. You know that phrase "get rid of one thing for everything you buy"? I'm horrible at it. lol. But, at least, I'm thinking about it and soon to be acting on it somewhat...so that's a start.

This is kind of weird to be talking to myself like this. hah. Oh well, this is it for now. Isn't it weird how you can hate parts of your life but overall still enjoy it? At least the 'enjoyed' parts are more numerous than the 'hated' parts. Blue moods suck. It seems to be a temporary one though, so that's good. Just drives me crazy, that's all.

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Blah. Have to go to work shortly. My reaction to too many things right now is indifference. I sincerely hope it's just that I need a vacation and not something more drastic. I still enjoy doing stuff, so I don't think it's total depression or anything, but it's hard to get excited about some things anymore. Stress sucks. Like you didn't know. :D

Deleted all but two of my clubs. Feels good. Should delete more of my groups, but I'm not too that point yet.

Need to go shopping tonight. Kind of hard to get your day started off to a rip roaring start when you don't have anything you want to eat for breakfast. *G* Had leftovers this morning. heh.

magnificent monday!

Hey! What do you know!? In a surprising turn of events, I was actually able to leave at noon today! Yahoo!! That was so sweet. Went home and played with the dogs for a bit, gathered up some foodstuffs so I wouldn't have to go shopping until this weekend, and then got here! AND most importantly, I got my packages out in the mail!! lol. I love actually being able to have the time to get some of this stuff done.

I must, must, must speak to Dr. A. about my TM joints. They're beginning to drive me crazy. Even today, which was pretty much stress free, and they're aching. Argh. Hopefully a splint will solve all of that...because the thought of surgery terrifies me. I know he'll do a great job of course!! Just hate the thought of the expense and the pain, that's all. heh.

Okay. Gonna go make some phone calls, vacuum, make dinner and...deviled eggs. YUM. They're such a terrific treat. Then will be back on later to see if anybody's online yet. lol. *happy dancing*

ghost riders

I love this song. Johnny Cash's version right now. It's an utterly amazing, spooky song. Always makes me feel a bit melancholy as well though. lol. Yippee yii yoo, yippee yii aaah...who'd know that could be so ethereal?

Just about had enough of it though, and I'm going to switch over to Prozzac and start dancing. They've got some awesome dance stuff, and I'm in the mood for some movement. It's 8...that feels both early and late. lol. You know how that goes. Bored and wound up at the same time. lol. Ah, oh well. Life goes on, and becomes both more interesting and more dull, depending on the particular facet you're looking at that day. Or that moment, more exactly.

Yeah. Okay. Weird, sure. I'm off to be even more so. ^_^